The more the struggle becomes material the more has to
be the calm to face it, calm, nirvātatā
of the luminous spiritual. To strive, to fight, to make a great effort and not
to disappear in the state of blissfulness is the only way to tackle the
difficulty. As far as the physical body is concerned it is not a higher
intervention that will change it; it has to be from within. Peace and Calm, śānti and nirvātatā in the physical are the needed support for that to
happen. It is the peace which acts in the material vibration. Put the Peace,
feel the Peace, live the Peace, know the Peace—the Peace, the Peace. And the
work will be done.
12 January
1965
The whole thing is to hold on. And to hold on, I have
found only one way; it is this Calm, the inner calm—a calm that has to become
all the more... (how to say it?) complete, as the struggle is more material.
There has been for some time past (particularly since
the first of January) a kind of bombardment of adverse forces—a fury, you know.
Then you must remain like this (Mother
becomes immobile like a statue), that is all. And when physically you have
been shaken, you must not ask too much of the body, you must give it a good
deal of tranquillity, a good deal of rest.
The difficulty
is that I am very much absorbed by the condition of this body, it takes away
much of my consciousness—the physical mind, for example, invades me completely.
Yes, I know it very well. But that is always the
difficulty, the difficulty of everyone. That is why in the past they used to
tell you, “Get away! Leave it alone to flounder about—you get away.” But we
have no right to do that, it is contrary to our work. And you know, you can
arrive very well at an almost absolute freedom with regard to your body, so
much so that you can feel nothing, nothing at all. But I no longer have even
the right to exteriorise myself, just imagine! Even when I am quite unwell or
things are quite difficult or even when I am left a little quiet, that is to
say, at night, and I say to myself, “Oh, to go into my blissfulness”—it is not
permitted. I am bound there (Mother touches
her body). It is there, there that it is to be realised.
It is for that.
Only from time to time, for a precise action (sometimes
it comes like a flash of lightning, sometimes for a few minutes only), the
great Power that was there before, that used to be constantly felt, comes
rushing, does its work, then goes away. But never on this body. It never does
anything for this body—it is not a higher intervention that will change it, it
is... from within.
The same thing is happening to you, it happens to
everybody who does the work, and that is the difficulty. That is why I tell you:
“It does not matter, do not worry if you are occupied with your body; only try
to profit by that—profit by this
preoccupation—to bring into it the Peace, the Peace.” Always it is as though I
was enveloping you within a cocoon of Peace. And then, if you could put,
precisely into this mind that vibrates, stirs all the while, truly like a
monkey, if you could put there... it is a Peace which acts directly in this material vibration—a Peace in which everything
relaxes.
Do not think, do not think of trying to transform this
physical mind or to silence it or abolish it; all that is still activity. Simply
let it go on, but... put the Peace, feel the Peace, live the Peace, know the
Peace—the Peace, the Peace.
That is the only thing.