Prayers and Meditations by the
Mother
One day I wrote: “My heart has fallen asleep down to
the very depths of my being.”
Merely asleep? I cannot believe it. I think it is
completely hushed, perhaps for ever. From sleep one awakes, from this quietness
there is no falling back. And since that day I have not observed any relapse.
In place of something very intensely concentrated which for a long while was
intermittently tumultuous, has come an immensity so vast and calm and
untroubled, filling my being; or rather my being has melted into that; for how
could that which is limitless be contained in a form?
And these great mountains with their serene contours
which I see from my window, range after majestic range up to the very horizon,
are in perfect harmony with the rhythm of this being, filled with an infinite
peace. Lord, couldst Thou have taken possession of Thy kingdom? Or rather of
this part of the kingdom, for the body is still obscure and ignorant, slow to
respond, without plasticity. Will it be purified one day like the rest? And
will Thy victory then be total? It matters little. This instrument is what Thou
wantest it to be and its bliss is unalloyed.
The following
are from Internet postings
Immortal Wishes is based on Dr Ellen Schattschneider's
field research at Akakura Mountain Shrine (Akakurayama Jinja) on the lower
slope of Akakura
Mountain, at the southern end of the Tusgaru Plain, in
Akakura Mountain Gorge, looms large in the iconography
and ritual practice of the shrine. It is characterized by many dramatic
volcanic and geological features, and is compared by many worshippers to a
woman's genitalia, "the thing of a woman". Through it runs Akakura
river, the source of the life-giving water of the gods. The gorge also
spatially orients those undertaking mountain asceticism (shugyo).



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