As if in some
Elysian occult depth,
Truth's last
retreat from thought's profaning touch,
As if in a
rock-temple's solitude hid,
God's refuge
from an ignorant worshipping world,
It lay
withdrawn even from life's inner sense,
Receding from
the entangled heart's desire.
A marvellous
brooding twilight met the eyes
And a holy
stillness held that voiceless space.
An awful
dimness wrapped the great rock-doors
Carved in the
massive stone of Matter's trance.
Two golden
serpents round the lintel curled,
Enveloping it
with their pure and dreadful strength,
Looked out
with wisdom's deep and luminous eyes.
An eagle
covered it with wide conquering wings.
Flames of
self-lost immobile reverie,
Doves crowded
the grey musing cornices
Like
sculptured postures of white-bosomed peace.
Across the
threshold's sleep she entered in
And found
herself amid great figures of gods
Conscious in
stone and living without breath,
Watching with
fixed regard the soul of man,
Executive
figures of the cosmic self,
World-symbols
of immutable potency.
On the walls
covered with significant shapes
Looked at her
the life-scene of man and beast
And the high
meaning of the life of gods,
The power and
necessity of these numberless worlds
And faces of
beings and stretches of world-space
Spoke the
succinct and inexhaustible
Hieratic
message of the climbing planes.
In their
immensitude signing infinity
They were the
extension of the self of God
And housed,
impassively receiving all,
His figures
and his small and mighty acts
And his
passion and his birth and life and death
And his
return to immortality.
To the
abiding and eternal is their climb,
To the pure
existence everywhere the same,
To the sheer
consciousness and the absolute force
And the
unimaginable and formless bliss,
To the mirth
in Time and the timeless mystery
Of the triune
being who is all and one
And yet is no
one but himself apart.
There was no
step of breathing men, no sound,
Only the
living nearness of the soul.
Yet all the
worlds and God himself were there,
For every
symbol was a reality
And brought
the Presence which had given it life.
All this she
saw and inly felt and knew
Not by some
thought of mind but by the self.
A light not
born of sun or moon or fire,
A light that
dwelt within and saw within
Shedding an
intimate visibility,
Made secrecy
more revealing than the word:
Our sight and
sense are a fallible gaze and touch
And only the
spirit's vision is wholly true.
As thus she
passed in that mysterious place
Through room
and room, through door and rock-hewn door,
She felt
herself made one with all she saw.
A sealed
identity within her woke;
She knew
herself the Beloved of the Supreme:
These Gods
and Goddesses were he and she:
The Mother
was she of Beauty and Delight,
The Word in
Brahma's vast creating clasp,
The
World-Puissance on almighty Shiva's lap,—
The Master
and the Mother of all lives
Watching the
worlds their twin regard had made,
And
The Adorer
and Adored self-lost and one.
In the last
chamber on a golden seat
One sat whose
shape no vision could define,
Only one felt
the world's unattainable fount,
A Power of
which she was a straying Force,
An invisible
Beauty, goal of the world's desire,
A Sun of
which all knowledge is a beam,
A Greatness
without whom no life could be.
Thence all
departed into silent self,
And all
became formless and pure and bare.
Then through
a tunnel dug in the last rock
She came out
where there shone a deathless sun.
A house was
there all made of flame and light
And crossing
a wall of doorless living fire
There
suddenly she met her secret soul.
Savitri, pp. 523-26
If a tyro critic were to call this composition a “fictional
creation”, as the author of The Lives of
Sri Aurobindo wants us to accept it, that would only expose him as one who
has absolutely no sensitivity for matters spiritual or for spiritual poetry. One
has to have eyes to see these things, a vision, a perception, and one should inly
feel and know them, and know them not by self-trapped and reason-hedged mind of
a small rationalist but by the faculty of wide and grown-up self. Or else soon
he might hasten to tell us that the Vedic poetry too is of the same sort,
fictional. See also Poetry Time 8 August 2009. ~ RYD