“But it is the psychic being, it is that which will materialise
itself and become the supramental being!” There were particularities, but these
were not well-marked, and it was clearly a being that was neither man nor
woman, having the combined characteristics of both. The psychic being materialises
itself, and that gives continuity to evolution. This creation gives altogether
the feeling that there is nothing arbitrary, there is a kind of divine logic
behind and it is not like our human logic. Then I understood why the mind and
the vital were sent out of this body, leaving the psychic being—naturally it was
that which had been always governing all the movements. And it is precisely the
psychic that survives. So, if it materializes itself, it means the abolition of
death. But “abolition”—nothing is abolished except what is not in accordance
with the Truth, which goes away; whatever is not capable of transforming itself
in the image of the psychic and becoming an integral part of the psychic.
1 July 1970
I had an experience which was for me interesting, because it was
for the first time. It was yesterday or the day before, I do not remember. X
was there just in front of me, and I saw her psychic being, dominating over her
by about twenty centimetres taller. It was the
first time. Her physical being was small and her psychic being was so much
bigger. And it was an unsexed being, neither man nor woman. Then I said to
myself, “But it is the psychic being, it is that which will materialise itself
and become the supramental being!”
I saw it, it was so. There were particularities, but these were
not well-marked, and it was clearly a being that was neither man nor woman,
having the combined characteristics of both. And it was bigger than the person
and in every way overtopped her by about so much, by about twenty centimetres. And it had this colour, orange. It was
fainter, as though behind a veil, it was not absolutely precise, but it was
that colour. There was hair on the head, but... it was somewhat different. I
shall see better perhaps another time. But it interested me very much, because
it was as though that being were telling me, “But you are busy looking to see
what kind of being the supramental will be—there it is! There, it is that.” And
it was there. It was the psychic being of the person.
So, one understands. One understands: the psychic being
materialises itself... and that gives continuity to evolution. This creation
gives altogether the feeling that there is nothing arbitrary, there is a kind
of divine logic behind and it is not like our human logic, it is very much
superior to ours—but there is one, and that was fully satisfied when I saw
this.
It is really interesting. I was very interested. It was there,
calm and quiet, and it said to me, “You were looking, well, there it is, yes,
it is that!”
And then I understood why the mind and the vital were sent out of
this body, leaving the psychic being—naturally it was that which had been
always governing all the movements, so it was nothing new, but there are no
difficulties any more: all the complications that were coming from the vital
and the mental, adding their impressions and tendencies, all gone. And I
understood: “Ah! It is that, it is this psychic being which has to become the
supramental being.”
But I never sought to know what its appearance was like. And when
I saw X, I understood. And I see it, I am seeing it still, I have kept the
memory. It was as though the hair on the head was red (but it was not like
that). And its expression! An expression so fine, and sweetly ironical... oh!
extraordinary, extraordinary.
I had my eyes open, it was almost a material vision.
And it is precisely the psychic that survives. So, if it
materializes itself, it means the abolition of death. But “abolition” ...
nothing is abolished except what is not in accordance with the Truth, which
goes away... whatever is not capable of transforming itself in the image of the
psychic and becoming an integral part of the psychic.
It is truly interesting.