He drank the great fire that flows from blazing nipples of heaven,
And as if it were a dream his second mother gathered his hair;
A soul that burns up on its own tail is climbing the Unknown,
And into the hollow plunges the chariot of the flame-wheel;
He clapped his hand as though ensued lightning from the clouds,
But the birds were young and who would nestle them in the winter?
I was told that the crevasses were filled with the gold of the season,
Hence the path of his journeying disappeared into the Nowhere;
Not from the early sea but from the stir of the first sound he jumped,
And in the belly of laughter moved the gods of mediaeval fates;
He delved into the flint and the eye of the telescope was born,
Yet far there is a darker feature dotting the viewless Infinity;
These stars are constantly escaping the network of the night,
But there is a mystery locked in gulf-stream of a sombre vision;
They waltzed together though they had no reason’s gleaming feet,
And in the things of Death were affixed the horns of the Taurus,
Riding on wings of the seer-will he reached the truth of his being,
And from the deepening chasm surged a cry that seemed the sorrow’s;
Under the crown of silence he saw a vast smile illumining the sky,
And a hooded power hissed guarding the diamond of the cave;
He offered his heart like a triple ray of splendour to the Sun,
And tearing the awesome nudity rose the All-Negation’s Form;
Then indeed Vamadeva had immortal births in the days of time,
Even as would a hawk conquer the hill with talons of sharp ecstasy.
RY Deshpande
21 February 1982